Interests:I'm interested in many things..But be`n the lazy person that I am..I don't wanna type it! So if you wanna know..IM ME!
L1tO jEllO x1 Expertise:Be`n the INNOCENT person I am ;]
HEHE, I haven't been here for a while now, well, let's just get to the point of way I'm tagg`n here all of a sudden. Well, life's been good. YUP YUP! ^___^x Everything is running smoothly and getting better grades. Well, I'm here to give a HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BIGGGGGGGGGGG BIRTHDAY SHOT OUT TO ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS, HOLLY!!! WHOO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR KILLING BUDDY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! hoping that your 5th birthday is as good as the last 13 years!! Keep ya head up darling! EVERYONE loves you "ANGEL CAKES" !! Happy birfday once again!!
I won't write what I usually write, but I'll be truthful in this entry.
For a long time, I've been play`n and liv`n a huge lie. And yes, you can call me fake ALL you want. It wouldn't hurt me at all. I've been wanting be someone else so that you guys would like me, but then I've been hiding myself for such a long time. It's been pretty tough just hiding who I really was. But from now on, I promise that I'll really open up my heart and just be who I really am inside. And if you don't accept me for who I am, I'm sorry that I can't be anyone else. And I just wanna say thanks to ones that was true to me all of this time. The people who never broke my heart and endured with me. And I'm sorry for all the scars that I left in peoples' hearts and souls. Yes, I will take the blame. And sometimes I felt that being someone else was working like a charm. But then people started telling me to be myself infront of them. I couldn't trust anyone for a long time, and sometimes I still can. Jessica unny told me that I was prideful because I wasn't trusting anyone. It finally made sense to me, and I finally see the wrong that I had made in the past few years. But now, I feel like I should be myself. I don't know what came over me, but somehow, I just know there's someone out there that kept praying for me, and that's why I'm starting to change and trying to clean my act. No more hurting myself. Sure I'll be the preppy little hyper girl you guys all know, because that's part of me. But I won't be COMPLETELY the same. Because I have lots of secrets of my own. And to the people that I trust, I'll stay true as well. I'm sorry for all those lies that I had thrown at you guys. Forgive me for not being perfect, but I do know that everyone isn't perfect, and the same goes for me. Don't think I'm trying to show off or bring attention onto myself, because I'm not, I just thought I had to clear some things up. And yes, I do love attention from other people, but now I know that hiding and cowering isn't the right thing to do. So, this is MY promise to you. I won't be anyone else but MYSELF. Jay, Jessy, Jessica, Jess, Jello, Tears, or whatever nickname you guys have for me. I'll stop playing an act, and be the real, true, me. I'm sorry for all the times that you guys got fooled by me. Forgive me, because that really wasn't my tention. I just wanted to hide what was really inside. And since I finally healed from the past, I'm able to move on. Thanks once again to the people who just stayed by myside through the rain, now, I'm finally looking for that better day.
Today is: April 13,2004 The Time is: 4:53pm Today is a: Tuesday
Current Mood: Current Thought: I miss my boo!! Song Playing: Nothing Nothing Current location: Memorial Library
Hm..These days, I'm not doing anything much, but really, I'm seriously bored out of my mind. I'm really out of it to. Hm..I wonder what Kenny is doing right now. I miss him like crazy. I hope I get to talk to him when I get home!! AHH! The library is so damn boring! Wonder why I came..OH YEAH~ The girls wanted me to come!! LALALALA! Anywhos..The computers here sucks like a monkey's arse! Doesn't work for NOOOOOOO crap! :: CURSES :: ROFLL! ANyways..I don't think I really wanna write here that much, so I'll update in about 2 days! YAY!! In 2 more days! WHOOOOO! :: DOES A DANCE :: Anyways, don't mind me, well, I'm off now. Laters you sexy butts <3
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/*
Smiley Script II
c2003 by SeGae, http://www.xanga.com/SeGae3
distributed by xanga.com/add_ons
You can use this code freely, as long as the entire script remains intact.
*/
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" +T_T+",
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" +-o-+",
" +SMILE5+",
" +MERONG+",
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" +(EH)+",
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" +PoO+",
" +KiSS+",
" +Juice+",
" +COFFEE+",
" +PIZZA+",
" +Burger+",
" +KIMBOB+",
" +BEER+",
" +CANDY+",
" +MILK+",
" +RICE+",
" +ICECREAM+",
" +FLOWER+",
" +SNOW+",
" +RAIN+",
" +THUNDER+",
" +SUN+",
" +AXE+",
" +KNIFE+",
" +BigPOO+",
" +PooStick+",
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// *** button size in pixels
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// preloading images
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for (i = 0; i < preloadedImages.length; ++i)
{
preloadedImages[i] = new Image();
preloadedImages[i].src = realSmileys[i];
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var smiley;
var replacement;
var xa4319;
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{
for ( var n = 0; n < textSmileys.length; ++n )
{
if ((allTableData[i].innerHTML.toUpperCase().indexOf('TABLE') == -1) &&
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{
indx = allTableData[i].innerHTML.indexOf(textSmileys[n]);
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{
while (indx != -1)
{
replacement = '';
indx = allTableData[i].innerHTML.indexOf(textSmileys[n]);
smiley = ''
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{
if (i != 0)
if ( (i/maxNumberOfSmileysPerRow).toString().indexOf('.') == -1)
smileyBar = smileyBar + ' ';
smileyBar = smileyBar + smileyCollection[i];
}
// add SmileyBar
infoLink = '' +
'Smiley Script
';
smileyBarHtml = ' USE EMOTICONS ' +
'Ahhh! so many emoticons!!!=D ' +
infoLink + smileyBar + '
';
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